Angel of The South: A Southern Belle's Tale: Archive

Aug 25th

I Promise...

To never let you be the deciding factor of my happiness. To never let you see just how much you hurt me. To never let anyone know how much of my strength is just pretend. To never let them see me cry, even if it’s all I want to do. To never let you make me feel like I’m not good enough. To never let myself lose sight of who I am again.

Aug 25th

Because I’m convinced we keep getting thrown back together for a reason. Because you fill something in me without making me need you. Because it’s not ‘i love you’ but it’s ‘I want you to be here’. Because I don’t have to pretend with you. Because you know who I am and what I want. Because you give me what I need even when I don’t know I need...

Jul 31st

Rachie

I miss you. I love you. None of that has or will change. -Morgie

Jul 11th

If I promise that even once I’m attached that I won’t cry when you leave… Then will you just be with me, for now. I’m just so tired of being alone, I have such a big heart that wants only to love and love deeply. I want to be able to give all of me even if I am getting nothing in return. I want to almost feel whole even if it’s holo. I just want to be able to say I...

Jul 11th

Jul 8th

I Would

give you all of me if you just asked.

Jun 30th

You know I can’t help how fragile I am. I can’t help that I have this strong facade to cover up that I’m porcelain. I can’t keep up. I can’t have this pain continue. I overwhelms me and I am already always tired. So tired. What I do takes so much effort and motivation on my part. So much mental effort to make it physical. Leaving me drained. Why can’t you see my...

Jun 30th

Growing Up

Is essential if you want to have meaningful relationships.

Jun 29th

Just You

Can I just tell you that I’ve only ever felt special with you? That you have put me through hell and back but I still can’t stop being sweet to you. That there has been no one who has ever made me so vulnerable and safe at the same time. That you are precious to me no matter what our relationship is. I don’t care if you want to love me or if you just want to be my friend. As long...

Jun 28th

“Clothes make the man. Naked people have little or no influence on society.”

– Mark Twain

Jun 27th

Tired of Being Broken

I’m letting you in again knowing what destruction you can leave behind.

Jun 25th

Because If You See Me Happy

You’ll make it my end.

Jun 21st

Tears On Porcelain

My cheeks are drenched with sorrow. Your cruelty has gone beyond that of my catalytic braking point. A perpetually broken no shattered heart. I think back on our memories and am lost to my agonizing grief. Drug down into despair bitter and blinded as my eyes are flooded. There is no light at the end and no peace to settle my torment. Instead I have to struggle i’n survival through the days...

Jun 2nd

Can’t you see me! I’m falling apart at the seem! I can’t keep this up! This facade of strength! I am not this strong, I do things wrong! Realize that I am not perfect! I have defects! I hate that you hate me! I am tortured and shattered! I am worn and tattered! I want to show who I am, not keep it all locked up behind this dam! I am about to overflow, a flood of the unknown!

May 30th

I Just Want To Scream Until My Throat Bleeds And...

May 6th

I let myself fall in love. I let myself put my heart at risk again. I let myself get crushed. I let myself be shattered and destroyed. I am nothing now, without you. How did we get to this point. I cannot hate.

May 6th

Don't Know If You'd Heard: I'm 19

May 2nd

I am Fragile, Hear me Roar

Apr 27th

Then I Was Back

I want nothing more than to use this as a way to vent. I am not some type of doll that can be fixed just how anyone wants. I am a person. Treat me like one. I am not oblivious to what you say so stop being immature and naive. I don’t hate anyone, that’s a strong word. Don’t pretend to know me and who I am or what has made me who I am today. Go to Hell. Sometimes I want to tell...

Apr 27th

Then I Realized This May Be My End

Jun 15th

What Do I Do When Your Gone And I'm Still Here...

May 17th

Stressed to the Max

So if everyone could just cool their jets and like just stop worrying me that would be cool. Also I’d really appreciate if my finals could just go away for a bit longer. I’m exhausted, stressed to the point of breaking, crying randomly, wanting a good shot of vodka while at the same time needing coffee, and just wishing to die in general. Scot, if you could just go ahead and ask me...

May 3rd

Apr 28th

I love this website, somehow I always cry →

Apr 27th

Apr 22nd

Aw, fuck

comingtoterms: The cheapest copy of Frank Zappa’s autobiography The Real Frank Zappa Book on Amazon is 45 bucks, probably because all of the guys selling it are smart and know that Frank Zappa fans will probably buy it for that much. Goddamn horseshit. I mean, it’s an awesome book, but fuck. I should go back to BHS and see if I can’t gank the copy they had there, because I’m not paying 45...

Apr 22nd

Me: So Chelsie talked me into sitting in the basement with her
Scot: Well that just means you're a good friend
Me: I can't let her go alone lol
Scot: True they might take her away
Me: Now they'll just take me because I'm small
Scot: Lol true :)
Me: Haha you're happy about me getting kidnapped by ghosts?
Scot: Not really, cause then i'd have to come save you, which isn't a problem, but time would be the only issue. :)
Me: I was hoping you'd be my hero... Lol time is an issue?
Scot: Well if I was at work then i'd have a problem getting there really fast
Me: True I'll be sure to tell the ghosts that
Scot: :) good.

Apr 21st

ETHAN

One day we shall attend Bonnaroo… it’s a must.

Apr 20th

Rock Wall

One day I shall defeat you. Only if Nicholas is holding my rope though.

Apr 15th

Studying?

LOL Me and Nick studying? Yea right we didn’t get anything done… nope we pissed each other off, talked about anything and everything, tried talking me into hot library making out, actually had fun, and then sang songs in the car… Good times.

Apr 13th

Nicholas

Seriously… we’re gonna fight… I just kicked him in the shin after he asked to arm wrestle… It’s about to go down… I think I could outrun him…

Apr 12th

Apr 8th

So Sweet →

(via whenitrainsitpours) This makes me so jealous… Ethan you could have done better junior year… you had the potential lol

Apr 2nd

“You’re absolutely adorable all the time… you even just made falling...”

– MC to me

Mar 31st

Ethan, I think you will enjoy this. →

(via whenitrainsitpours) This is amazing!

Mar 31st

Mar 29th

Doesn’t it hurt to know, That when they look at you, They aren’t seeing you, They see all that could have been, But never were.

Mar 28th

Potential Look of Schedule for Fall 2010

Monday, Wednesday, Friday: ANT 200 9:05-9:55 HON 311 1:25-2:15 Tuesday, Thursday: ENG 210 11:00-12:15 MAT 105 12:30-1:45 HIS 202 3:30-4:45 My Advisor and I are officially besties. She wants me to do independent studies, study abroad, take all her courses, find field schools and summer programs, and may even create her own study abroad program just so we can go to...

Mar 26th

Dear My Cousin and Non-Biological Sister Rachel,

Please take me with you to your casting call for ANTM? Love, Morgan!

Mar 26th

Masquerade??

So our formal has a masquerade theme! Which is exciting and we’re going to have a mask making party!! I’m hoping to get a new dress, something really cool and colorful and short to make a cool mask for! I asked one of the Lambda Chis but he’s not sure if he can go yet, so my back up will probably be Nick lol… Since Ethan now has a girlfriend and I sort of pissed him off...

Mar 24th

OOOOOOOH YEAH

coordinatingbraintomouth: brokenwingsrustedhalo: BEST WEEKEND EVER!!!! I f you don’t count waking up still half drunk this morning… ‘Course not. Use protection. WTF? They have protection against hangovers?

Mar 22nd

OOOOOOOH YEAH

BEST WEEKEND EVER!!!! I f you don’t count waking up still half drunk this morning…

Mar 22nd