Angel of The South: A Southern Belle's Tale
If I promise that even once I’m attached that I won’t cry when you leave… Then will you just be with me, for now. I’m just so tired of being alone, I have such a big heart that wants only to love and love deeply. I want to be able to give all of me even if I am getting nothing in return. I want to almost feel whole even if it’s holo. I just want to be able to say I love you, even when I won’t hear it back. That’s all ok with me. I know it’s not always forever that there will be those that will walk in and out of my life. But I want to just have what is in this moment. To live as if there is no tomorrow to worry for, to just give it all up with no expectations. That’s the kind of love and care I have to offer that requires no reciprocation. Because I don’t even expect it any longer, because I have hope but not surreality. The love of a realistic dreaming idealist, the love of a southern belle without the notions of grandeur. Just something for me and whatever comes after.
